My pretty ass

Today is a satisfying day, but the sudden sickness that struck me was such a letdown! I didn’t enjoyed the later part. 

We arranged to meet at je at ten, then we trained down together. It was a little bonding session, but we have someone special with us, kenneth (shannon’s lil bro). He’s cute, I like the way he talk. He answer things so naturally that you couldn’t even bear to rebut him. 

And so, the training time comes! 😀
Something that made my day was, I learnt roller blading! Alfie & Zavier was still saying how noob and stupid I would look when learning, yet I was actually the fast-learner today! and after I changed and came out from toilet, I dashed pass elton and angella and BOOOOOOOM my tender ass skin was scraped! holy,it was scary okay. I dashed 4 seconds before I landed on the ground, and I was still talking to myself,”Please don’t bang into the tree like those cartoon”.”ohhman, when will this stop?” And then a huge patch of wound was formed, but i refused to wash it. I definitely know how painful it is, I don’t want to cry in front of them. (I have image to maintain! :D)

But unfortunately, after our lunch at carls junior, I started to feel unwell. When we decided to leave and continue blading, bestie and I fell! Like, so cute :X Once again, I “died” at slope, it was so fast that I couldn’t stop myself. ( I didn’t have the skills to.) and BOOOOOOM again, my second side of butt had abrasion too. It wasn’t as serious as the previous one though.  Next second, angella crashed into the bin few steps away from me, because she couldn’t stop too. And I couldn’t stop laughing. I wasn’t being a sadist or what, but i just find that moment was so memorable. It was a weird kind of emotion i suppose.

So after that, I went to vomit, cause I felt kind of sick. And all my onions rings all came out after staying in my stomach for less than half an hour. waste of my money! Then, due to my unwell, angella accompanied me to walk all the way back. On the way back, I was thinking alot about my friendship with bestie. She’s like, someone I don’t go all mushy with, but we always seems to have that very special chemistry  that doesn’t requires me to open mouth for her to know what i am thinking. Since primary school, she’s always the one taking care of me? Help me fold sleeping bag, walking home with me during lower sec, etc. I love her ❤

No doubt that today learning blading with angella, alfie, elton, shannon and kennth is going to be an unforgettable part of my memories. Falling down is nothing! ♥ 

Alfie kept saying how it sucks when he know that he will be the one teaching me how to blade, in the end when I fell thrice today, he wasn’t even there once. 

Elton kind of suck at bladin, probably he played basketball too well that results to over active legs that could not be closed. HHHAA. but he really tried his really best to learn it, all the blood stains on alfie’s bag is the evidence. Thumbs up, elton! (:

Haven been seeing shannon for a very long period, but it still feels good meeting up with her to talk. She’s still lovely as ever. I miss those times during chinese lesson with her.  She’s a very nice girl. She was there for me when I felt unsafe, when I was going to fall. She grabbed my hands and told me to keep going 😀

Alright, shall let pictures do the talk now.

angella & elton

 

10 years of school mates! (:

♥ my 9 years of bestie

chan jing yi & lee jing yi ♥

6 consecutive years of classmates♥

 

my 7 years bimbo friend ♥

other photos are with shannon, shall upload it some other day (:

I am tuning in, I am sick.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
hope all my friends would have a happy, wonderful, fantastic and fruitful years ahead.
Thanks for being there for me all throughout the year, and all those who have been there for me all the while so far.
many new friends made this year, and was a total new experience, because it’s my first years in poly? DPA, Volleyball etc, all made up my 2009. There were ups and downs, but because of you guys, it was still a great 2009.   

♥ you guys, take care & all the best in everything you do! ❤

i didn’t feel good.

Tomorrow would be the outing, and I made a point to send message and stuffs every now and then to make sure everything goes on finely. It’s a overwhelming happiness inside me when I am typing the sms to inform everyone. But one of them chose not to reply me, the other one chose to inform someone else that she’s not going? I mean, it’s alright if you tell anyone if you don’t know how to tell. But isn’t it obvious that she should at least inform me since I was the one who has been sending the details via message? It’s saddening you know.I thought I am closer to you compared to him, it’s like, something hit me real hard when i had to got to know it through someone else. oh wells. Maybe things just aren’t the same anymore.

I am upset.

kiat & jo’s birthday gathering

 

♥ I finally got to meet this woman.

 

pose inspired by alfie

 

Forever seventeen !

 

Earlier part of the day was with alfie, he had his haircut while i print my photos. He look like a ahbeng now (if he styles it up). Then headed quickly to meet jo and serene after my very late breakfast. we chilled at BK and talk about everything. Serene went off at five plus while jo & me went on a window shopping! (:

It’s nice holding her hand to walk down the shops. And by the way, I love clinging hands while shopping, it makes me feel safer and loved? HAHAHA. and yes, I love jo (:

Just now had a scary celebration for kiat. He had to use face to pick up his presents inside the CREAM. It was terrible >< there were even chicken bone (contributed by angella) &  pop corn chicken. ewwwwww! We sure had lots of fun, their laughters is so missed. If they happen to pass by my blog, I just want to let them know, I miss them (:

Alright, i am turning in.

He was standing behind me, i felt something. Was it a sense of security? Will I feel so too if it was someone else standing at where he stood?

I love this quote.

God doesn’t give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you’re supposed to be.

my very own simple happiness

When I was looking through many people’s blog just now, I realized there are really many different definitions of happiness for each individual. And I do have my own interpretation of happiness. In fact, I laugh easily- it’s really effortless to cheer me up even I felt awfully wretched. Prominently, it’s because I have nothing in life I have to worry about, so I can’t possibly be a emotional kid who goes on whining about how sucky life is. I have a wonderful family with parents and a nag-non-stop sister who love me dearly, they made home into a base where I can rest after a tiring day spent outside. Home is like a place where I know I am safe from all dangers, because they are protecting me with their love.

Walking around IMM eating ice cream, driving down the streets of orchard in some random night …
My happiness can be as simple as that, as long it’s with family. 

However, I still felt that I need more in life? I am happy with my current life, yet it’s doesn’t give me a sense of satisfaction. Shouldn’t I be out there experiencing many things out there in the world? I am turning eighteen in few weeks’ time, hopefully my life can filled with more excitement.

But no matter what, I love my family. (:

i found them.

I found the ideal couple that have the kind of relationship that I yearned for! It’s hard to explain, but I totally could feel their happiness. I always thought no guys in the world would do that for their girlfriend, but he did it. He planned everything so nicely, at least not much guys around me have the patience to do it. They had an anniversary celebration at a very romantic surrounding with someone playing romantic pieces with violin. Candles were on the ground that says “kit & vanns” in a big heart made of candles too. If I could already felt the bliss by looking at pictures, I am sure happiness has flooded the lady’s life. For a moment, I wished I was her.

I miss ’em.

A girl by the name of Chan Jing Yi, stupidly went to watch the video she made for outsiders and she got herself in a state of love sick. She missed them alot and she realized how much she love her girl-friends. Those crazy times together, random suggestion of going science center together, and eating jimian. gaaah. It feels terrible to miss them.  She wants to go drink bubble tea and waffle with them, and buy cheese fries! Last but not least, having lessons with them. OH MY GOD. How I wish I could turn the clock around ><

I am not myself.

I don’t feel good today, don’t ask me why. It’s like, something is bothering me but I can’t pinpoint the reason to it.

And also, I am worried about mabel’s problem. I have been thinking on bed for solutions, but I totally sucked at it. HAHA Maybe everyone’s right, I am just too simple minded- just a loser when it comes to problems regarding relationship.

Alfie is always telling me, “aiyah, relationship is not that simple. it’s not as simple as you see or think. Really.”  Probably he’s right, but I guess I will not be able to agree with him. Because I always believe that, it can be simple as long as the love is true. And of course, the two party is must be mature enough to handle many situations that might happen, but relationship can still as simple even there are problems, right? As long both parties are willing to brave through all together, nothing is obstacles. please exclude situation whereby one of them is bitch or bastard, don’t carry on relationship with such people- there won’t be happy ending. lol

By the way, JINGYI CAN’T GET A DATE UNTIL SHE COMES BACK FROM CHINA ): that’s very upsetting you know. Maybe I should just become a nun or something for the time being? Because, long distance relationship is too hard, I don’t want my boyfriend to end up like haruto-san. I don’t want him to be lonely in Sinagpore, and neither do I want myself to MIA like eba. HAHA. ohman><  I am so not looking forward to the coming of 2010. Please let time stop. 

sadly, I finished both the menga and drama. I don’t want to start work. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! 😀
I ♥ you, & I am sure you always knew that.
MUACKS ❤ 

he's the original version, i am his duplicate copy. ♥

kimi No Iru Machi & family.

Freak, all thanks to alfie, I am hooked onto this story. I love some very nice lines. 

Anyway, I thought my christmas would just be a normal day at home. Surprisingly, I spent my evening well. My family and I had dinner together, it was fun like always, and then headed to my aunt’s house to visit my grand aunt. I miss her, and I love her like my grandma. She was out from hospital after seven months of admission but I only got to see her two months later because her condition has yet stabilize. Everyone was afraid that she would think of her sister, which also is my grandma who passed away not long ago.

It was hard for her, I know it. I felt her heart pain when I saw the tears circling round her eye frames. Fortunately everyone started to talk about every thing, so the topic about my grandma died down. If not, I can guarantee you, all the 9 women in the house undoubtedly can cry till the whole earth shakes. HAHAH. I totally enjoyed the bonding/catch up session we all had.  

I ♥ my family.

that call was long! 
But I realized I was once nothing much to him, that was depressing. 
Oh well, at least I am now? Maybe 9. 38502% of his life 😀

I love to re-dream.

 

"come to me.."

Hey everyone! It’s such a great day, right?(:

Last night, I had a dream. I was married to this very handsome guy, but our relationship was not really in good state. We were like a a pair of couple without love. When he came back from his training, I walked up to him, took his stuffs for him and get ready his dinner for him (though i actually don’t know how to cook). We didn’t even talked. But something happened, and we realized our love for each other. and that’s when we became a loving couple! (; okay, it sounded stupid. but I tried going back to re-dream it again, but I really fell asleep each time. when i woke up, i tried again, i slept again. Seriously, am I a pig?

Alright, nothing much about today. I suppose I’ll start on my essay though I don’t really want to. I want to go out ! ><