Loving you, and counting ♥

♥

Clock strikes twelve! 😀

And baby, it’s our eight months together since that very day. And on this day, I want to tell you how much I am still loving you since that day till this moment, and I believe, till forever (:
In last month, many things took place, and we landed ourselves in unhappiness, but baby, there are many uncertainties, yet there is something I could still tell you for sure and I would want you to always remember it in your heart.

And that is,

I love you. I never stop loving you. And I can swear, it has never been a bit lesser.

There are times when we said nasty things to each other, and we both felt hurt but doesn’t it tell us how much care about each other? And at times like this, my heart would have a kind of emotion, and that emotion tells me that I need you, so much that I could feel how much you mean to me. I couldn’t describe how that feeling is, but because of that feeling, I enjoy to be around you all the time, it seems like I’m not getting sick of you, and I never fail to feel happy when I see you smile. Though I couldn’t describe, but I could tell you what is it.

It’s love.

I know I’ve thanked you ten million and one times already, but I just want to let you know, all that you’ve done for me, I will remember it in my heart. You may be harsh to me at times, but you always worry for me. Worried that I might get lost, you climbed out of your cozy bed to accompany me to far places, seeing that I am cold, you held my hands tightly, knowing that I was upset over some stuffs or things that happened, you pat on my head and hugged me tightly to tell me everything’s okay. And it’s all these little things that is making me loving you more each day, and really, your hug is like so lovely, and never fails to make me feel so safe. It feels like nothing’s going to happen as long as I’m in your arms.

And I know I sounded mushy but you better cherish it, cause maybe I won’t be telling you all these ten years down the road anymore  😛
BUT, each and every words and alphabets are typed out right from my heart, so believe me.

And baby, let’s be together forever okay? 😀

因为你的出现，因为你的存在，因为你的爱，我知道快乐其实很容易

Once again, HAPPY 8TH MONTH BABYYYYYYYY ! ♥

I love you 🙂

The journey to Lasalle College of the Arts with baby! :D

Hero of my day! (:

Today is slightly more interesting Saturday than usual. Today I had to go to Lasalle College of the Arts to watch ‘The Arabian Night’ with the class.

Let’s start off by the morning when my baby overslept when we agreed to meet ay eleven for brunch before he sends me to the place. Luckily we stay so near, so I walked over to his house to fetch him instead. We took 334 down to Je and took train down to Bugis. So we bought some snacks at Old Chang Kee, and we headed off to find the place. We walked around and the weather’s totally melting me because it’s way too warm! But, I love how we were walking around with food, and him holding my hands, and him mumbling about his analysis of the Google map to the place. I think we’re cute 😀

And finally, we found the place and he waited with me till the performance start, and he went back home alone after that. How sweet right!

So yeah, went in to watch the performance, and it was unexpectedly interesting. And I would want to bring my kids to watch it in the future! And so, initially was hesitating if I should join Chew lin & co. to have dinner at Ajisen, but I gave it a miss when I saw Shuyi & Yinghui at Bugis street. So I joined them to walk around and then had a little short catch up about life and everything. So they were asking about my relationship, and when we were at this topic, they actually asked me a question and I was caught dumbfounded, “how long do you think you will be together with junliang?”

I mean I thought all relationship should last, why do they actually set a target and hit it? I didn’t answer their question, because I thought I sounded naïve if I say ‘forever’. But to be honest, I really thought of growing old with him. I want to complete poly with him, then he go NS, I would either continue my studies or out to the society, and then we would work hard together for our life when he comes out of NS, then we would set up our very own standard of living and then family and so on. I don’t mean that I want to have all of it fast, but just, a description of how far I would want him to be in my life. It’s too early to say that he’s the right man, but at least up till this moment, he’s the one I love a lot, and want to be with.

But well, it was great talking to them after the last time we really talked. Shuyi still as talkative as ever actually, but yeah, I was reminded of those days when we talked when they just came to YHSS when they were secondary one. Those were the days and times flies. However, to my surprise, it was still pleasant and comfortable talking to them even after so long! 😀 And oh, I think Shuyi looks more like she’s shopping for guys than clothes, HAHA! You should see how her eyes shimmer when some cute guys walked past! 

And anyway, after shopping the whole of Bugis with them, I headed home. It was a great catch up with them. And I took 98 home to meet my mum to get my dinner, then here I am posting!

Before I end, I want to thank my baby for today because you dragged yourself out of bed just to accompany me to the school, and walked under the sun with me all around despite hating the heat. I love you dearest! 🙂

Short update: Friday went to Jp for lunch and headed back to school to do the filming of storyboard, and finally back to baby’s house to hang around. It was overall a great day!

Okay, that’s all for today! Bye peeeps! (:

 

 

I was right, the little bits of my heart ran to you like you’re a magnet. Baby, let’s forget everything unhappy yesterday and mend my heart back okay? 

And, I love you dearest. 

I wish I was stronger, because I want to hang a smile back on face so much and tell you I’m okay. But each time I breathe, I feel the pain literally. 

Relationship.

This is a video that I came across on Facebook and I find it rather meaningful. And for the benefit of those who don’t understand Chinese, or rather, sucks at Chinese, let the Chinese Media Communication student do the translation for you! Heh 😀

To attain the level of ‘True Love’, each relationship has to go through four stages. Which are namely, codependent, counter-dependent, independent, and lastly, interdependent. And the duration of each stage differs for each individual relationship.

Firstly: codependent.
This is the very first phrase of a relationship when both parties are still very madly in love. And that is when the couple wish to stick together 24/7 at all time. They text each other most of the time and talk on phone for long hours etc.

Second: counter-dependent
When the feeling starts to stabilize, at the very least, there will be one side who wishes to have more time and space to do what they want to do/for own stuffs. And when this happens, the other party will feel that they’re neglected. They will start to feel an inexplicable of sadness and loneliness when they don’t feel important to their boyfriend/girlfriend.

Third: independent
This is the further extend from second stage. To request to have more time alone is part of the process of the couple adapting and knowing each other more.

Last: interdependent
When the relationship arrive at this stage, the couple should already have their comfortable way of communication. At this point of time, he/she has already become your dearest kin. Being there and encourage each other, and also to begin on a new chapter of life together.

However, most of the relationship failed to survive through the second and third stage and ended up in break ups, which is such a pity. Indeed, many issues aren’t a problem if there’s proper communication between the couple. Don’t act in a fit of pique or be stubborn but to trust and understand each other. And so the duration for the second and third stage would be cut down.

To have met and fell in love isn’t easy at all, so no matter what, don’t give up easily. Two people, out of a huge population in the world, to have a chance to meet are an affinity, and two to be in love is because of the presence of love. So, cherish the one who you love, and loves you!

Alright, that’s about it!

Now it’s time about my life. Yesterday had a little hiccups and I was so worried about my dear baby, and the parts of going to his house, buying of chocolate, and taking bus together to clementi and everything just took place in two hours. But when he pat on my head, and told me that he’s fine, I totally let out a sigh of relief. But however, I still couldn’t control my tears when he hugged me tightly in his arms at the bus stop, and yeah, tears rolled down for no reason. And after a while, he gave me a kiss, and needless to say, he took away all my anxieties. LOL and that moment was really sweeet 🙂

Met mabel at cineleisure when I was there to catch ‘The social network’ woth class, and her hair is…..WOAH. And I finally got to meet her boyfriend. She didn’t change at all, the usual voice, perfume and everything! 😀

And so, I have no intention to continue anymore because this post too lengthy already!

SO BYEEE PEEEPS !

 



feels like rainbow today! :)

photos taken at Tea Ceremony is updated (scroll down to previous post to see!) 

Its time for me to get more organized with my schoolwork. I don’t know if I can walk the talk, but I will certainly try. To be honest, I’m a really lazy person who finds it hard to get my ass started on anything. However, I think it’s time for me to change. And yeah, probably I’m just saying it, but who knows I might change for the better this time round.

I want to strike the best balance between family, relationship, friendship and schoolwork. Words are nothing without action, we shall see if I’m up to this challenge I set for myself okay?

Anyway, so yesterday went to Expo with Angella, Kai, Shin, Allan and baby to collect their Standard Chartered marathon pack, and then headed off to Changi terminal 3 for Poppeyye. It was awesome, especially eating it with hungry tummy! Checked out the arcade with peeps, and took a really long bus journey back home with them. It was a great weekend spent with clique because at least I wasn’t rotting away at home (Y)!

Some unhappy stuffs took place yesterday, and we said nasty things to each other. But well, it’s meant for our relationship to grow, right? And at the end of the day, I know I still love you as much as ever, not a bit lesser.

Baby, I love you 🙂

As for today, I woke up alil late than usual, and nothing much took place. But will be having dinner with family later! So that’s all or this post!

Byeee peeps! 😀

Tea ceremony & hang out with clique :>

Today’s a long day and here I go! 😀

 

 

Start of the day:
Started off my day to school for lessons at 9 with baby, and had four hours of Video Production. In between was all meeting my dearest, and went to meet Marcia at one after my class ended. Spammed called everyone to find lesson to crash and we ended up to find Lihui under Makan place and baby joined us shortly after his quiz.

Afternoon movie date @ Lien Ying Chow library:
So we sat there to talk and eat until two where baby & hui went for their class, while Marcia & I headed to 56 to find shin. Because of the queen Marcia, I didn’t get to do my manicure! but well, we went to Makan place for lunch, and it was pretty great, and went to borrow ‘Knocked up’ and watched it at the M18 section room. How cool right! (Y) It was quite funny and educational in terms of relationship and sexuality. ‘Fuck’ word is used in their dialogue so often, probably the rate of 3 times/minute. HAHA ! But something about the movie is that, it tells how the 9 months of pregnancy is like, and brought out the possible problems a couple would face along the way. It was a comedy, yet I did bring something out of the movie. I learnt. 

Anyway, it was initially just the three girls until Sining, Hui and baby joined us. Then the six of us share the three seats, we looked like kids! So cute. HAHA

Tea Ceremony/hangout:
After that, went for the Tea ceremony at 5.10, and it was just all about eating and spamming of photos! (Y) We even took a ‘class photo’. I only want to say, it’s really great to be around them. Nothing else but laughter 🙂

After mass taking of photos and meeting allan, we left school for CU at 6.30. Hanged out for some time and we headed home.

SO HERE I AM POSTING. (I will upload the photos once Eddy post it up, only if wordpress don’t be a bitch that day! haha) 

And now, I’m turning soon already! 😀

Up tomorrow: Collecting of SC (standard chartered) bagpack with clique!

it’s a ♥-filled day :)

♥

Today was suppose to be a lesson free day for me, yet I had two hours of make up lesson because of the public holiday. Why secondary school don’t have make up class oneeee @:

So today I woke up at seven to accompany my dearest for his class at 9, while I slept in school till 11 for my class to start. I like the part when we met up for ten minutes before heading for our individual class. We sat at the bench with just us, talking about random stuffs. How nice 🙂

Anyway, his class ended at 12, he waited for my class which ended at 12:40 and we took train down from dover to somerset. The whole train ride was (Y), if only  I could have many of ‘today’. He disturbed me, yet he was still really sweet to me today. The way he hugged my waist, whisper into my ears, hit my head, lies on my shoulder to sleep and everything just seems like those heart melting moments ♥ BUT BUT BUT , he tricked me ):  He tricked me to believe that we’ve arrived and I nearly alight!

So we went to purchase tickets @ Cineleisure for Megamind, and headed to Scape to check out their stocks. But like I expected, we walked out of the shop in less than 5 minutes 😡 HAHA. But one reason being, the stocks left over in the shop are not that nice, those baby wanted are sold out already, how sad ! And then when I said that I want to treat him to lunch, that silly boy wanted to save money for me, and then he insisted to settle lunch at Macs ! Silly boyyyy ! But well, it’s nice to be eating with him, very comfortable 🙂

And so we went to walked around Cine, and then went to watch our movie. I love the special seats! It was awesome totally 😀 heh ! And baby’s forever so cute one, did embarrassing stuffs, or cuddle to my like a big baby, (: Well, I enjoyed the movie in overall, the plot wasn’t much predictable and the turnings of story was sufficient to earn the movie a good ratings! 

 So we took train back home to Jurong for him to wash his hair, and then I headed to meet up with the clique while he went to cut his hair. It was a great catch up with them, like always. I love how we’re still sitting at CU having dinner together even after graduating for two years. And I pray, we’ll always stay this close. ♥ so, we all headed to Jp to buy Baby’s brother’s birthday cake, and most importantly is to SHOPPPP!  We spend some time buying cake/waffle, and then shopped at RUBI. We all bought the same bag and I think it’ really cool. And guess what, my baby paid for my bag , awwww ♥ ! (but i feel bad about it!) 

And after walking randomly, we headed home and now I’m here posting.

I’ve typed a lot, but I skipped the part about my baby’s new hair. But well,  shall I update about it one month later? 🙂

OKAAAY, I’M OFF HERE. I need the toiletttttt ! X:
BYEEE PEEPS. 



it’s another weeeeeeek :/

Hello people,

It’s the Sunday already and tomorrow’s the Monday again, sigh! Why does the weekend always pass so quickly while the weekday drags like anything?

Well, Saturday was a boring one, except for the night call with baby till 3 a.m. in the morning. But he’s so irritating, purposely want to disturb me, say things that girls don’t love to listen. Tsk ! But I know he’s just too lazy to say anything pleasant to hear, so I did all the talking and he said that I’m boring -.- heartbroken like anything. HAHA.

As for today, I woke up early to have breakfast with aunt, cousin, mum and dad @ clementi, back home for a while and headed to Bugis with mum & sister for shopping again. When we were about to leave, rain falls heavily and we were left with no option but to settle our lunch at Burger King.

Headed home after walking around bugis junction, and then rested awhile before going to meet baby for dinner. It was supposed to be a meet up dinner, but apparently everyone wasn’t keen to meet, so yeah. Just when we had nowhere to go (I mean no idea where to go), we decided to take bus down to Tamah Jurong to find Kimhong, and I made Hock come all the way down to find us. It was still enjoyable even though it’s just the four of us! And we spent our time disturbing My boyf, and laughing at all the hilarious jokes about Hock.

And after the short night, it’s home sweet home 🙂

OH, just before I forgot, I want to thank LAM SHINYI for the wonderful accompany on friday! It was great hanging out with her to gossip and talk everything under the moon! Awesome Long john & menicure (Y) 😀

What’s right after tonight would be..WHOLE DAY OF LESSONS TOMORROW ):

Life sucks. (except when I get to see him laaa, duh!)

 

I shall end here ! 🙂

 

rest to walk further! x:

Wong Jun Liang, 4E6, register number 39 !

Chan Jing Yi, 4E6, register number 3 !

found this photo, and you know what,

I secretly hope that I can go back to those days ):

 

Hello readers! Shall rest myself for tonight and rush my concept paper tomorrow! So yeah I am, to update about today! 😀

Today there’s this silly boy whose lesson starts at twelve, yet chose to wake up early in the morning to accompany me to school for my project meeting @ nine. And so we met and took bus down to school. And here, I want to jot this down in case he forgets, he want to buy that box of …”MOCHI” ? Okay, I don’t what’s that!

And so I went for my meeting and then he sat there and waits for his lessons to start. And then, we met for lunch @ one p.m. Looking at the time we have, we took bus down to KAP for Mc value lunch! And then walked back to school via the back gate route. The sun was shining harsh on us, yet I enjoy the journey back a lot. To laugh and hold his hands along the way. If only the road doesn’t end.

So anyway, went to library to chill out, and then headed for next lesson. And then, when all the class ended, shin & allan, sining, baby & I took bus home together.

Baby and I alighted at CU bus stop and then we went to walk around the area to pass time so that I can meet my aunt to get my advanced Christmas present. It was the best thing on earth to walk with him, it was laughter all the way, and no doubt, he’s the reason/source of my smile. He never fails to make my day so lovely! 😀

Anyway, shall skip the behind part because I don’t want my silly boy to think too much! 🙂

And to end this post, I have something to tell my dear baby:

Baby, I know you still feel bad, even after me saying so much. But silly, why mind about this small little disappointment when you’ve already gave me the world? To be honest, I was upset initially, but I can’t get any upset when I thought of you waking up early just to send me to school, and to walk around upon my request despite having that heavy bag on your back. It’s sounds easy, but for someone who’s so lazy to wake up to gym and love to sleep in bed in the morning, is actually willing to wake up just for me. You probably think it’s nothing. But definitely, it’s something! And your bag is really damn heavy can, I used my hands to tried the weight, and it wasn’t a bit light at all, yet you had it carried around just to accompany me walk when I wanted to stroll around.

Baby, you’ve done more than enough for me to overwrite this small part today. So just cheerup okay? 😀 I NEED YOU TO SWEET TALK ME TONIGHT BADLY 😀 AND ALSO,  imissyou dear.